Tuesday, December 1, 2009
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long one. but no picas. opss.
aiseh.
y do i bother going to ur blog. and reading the contents.
well, maybe i do still care for u.
nt hating u.
hahah.
stupid shamira dunno how to hate people.
but well..
rindu tu ade. but its ok.
it's not love anymore.
but haish..
my 1st true love was a disaster.
and my 1st love is not my 1st bf.
ok.
let's start k.
my life.
well, ive been having a rough yet manageable life since the break up.
well, at least i learnt sumthing from it.
to nvr put my heart and soul 100% into a relationship, ever. how bout that?
been spending time with frens.
and the best thing, i can do watever i wan without having to think whether my partner will b hapi with it or not.
but at the end of the day, im still all alone.
but i can cope with it.
ohohoh.
i got 100/100 for my costing! baik per!
and i got an A, a high A for my advance accounting 1. huahuahua.
but but. i got a D for my advance accounting 2.
and tml is audit paper.
hahah.
my attendance is well.. not as bad as previous terms.
and my CA is a twofaced teacher. opps!
love, done. school done.
hmm.. wat else?
work!
work work work.
well.. nth much to say luh.
been going to work on weekends oni.
not the same feeling luh.
well, not becos my ex is working there.
the environment jus not the same.
so much difference.
i dun like changes.
and yet another problem to solve.
after another problem.
im so prone to problems.
i dun like changes, i repeat again.
i'll jus endure wrking there. mayb till i graduate.
and we'll see how.
and ive used up 1/2 of my pay. still got more coming in. hahahha.
so people, if u wana ask me out, weeknight will be nice.
hahah.
i cant uploaad photos!
iishh!
anyway, zoukout?
yana asked me. ish. idk. big big party. haish.. c how k yana.
clubbing with babes was an experience not to b forgotten.
dress and heels. dancing and drinking(i dun drink). songs and lights.
ish idk larh.
zar, thanks luh for helping me out wen i have problems.
i wun misuse ur trust again.
promise. hee.
SUMIRAH!!
hapi lah bday!!
chey chey chey.
da 17 seh!
finally plak tu.
tkperlah..still, it's ur day.
go enjoy k babe!
if u change but it's not from ur heart, wat's the use?
if u stop, but u're not sincere doing it, wat's the use?
anyway, i miss hul.
i miss NikitaBaby.
i miss npcc.
haish..
I'm not Afraid of you, I'm Only Afraid of Losing You
12/01/2009 05:50:00 PM.
Monday, November 23, 2009
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i dun wan this anymore.
i dun wan to love u anymore.
i dun wan to change because of u.
i dun wan to find ur replacement.
i wan to change for myself.
i wan to stop loving u.
i wan to miss u no more.
it hurts me. u.
goodbye.
I'm not Afraid of you, I'm Only Afraid of Losing You
11/23/2009 03:20:00 PM.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
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found a reason to move on.
but im not ready to move on.
found a reason to hate u.
but i wan to love u, not hate.
found a reason to cry.
but im not gonna shed any tears.
found a reason to stop loving u.
but i cant stop.
make me.
I'm not Afraid of you, I'm Only Afraid of Losing You
11/19/2009 02:48:00 PM.
Monday, October 26, 2009
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imy
nvr leave the one u love for a crush. sooo true.n i nid a new job.n i wanna shop.n i cant wait for pay day.
n i nid u.but idk if i nid u in my life now.i'll see how..
will b on hiatus.bye?
I'm not Afraid of you, I'm Only Afraid of Losing You
10/26/2009 05:01:00 PM.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
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hmm.. they say if u knw ure the 3rd party in the rs, u shud stay away. unless u want the rs to end. pondered abt it. to tink back, it's no use tinking abt it.
each of us hav our own problems. its how we handle it.
and i knw i handled it in my egoistic way.
bt i still love my frens.
i'll quit. i will.
btw, it's not quitting my work eh!
and and i cant wait for the 30th!
outing with cuzins. weee!!
and and club?? bleah..
and is it too fast?
m i rushing?
m i putting too much hope?
m i?
idk.
wat shud i call it? this feeling?
idk.
im just happy.
I'm not Afraid of you, I'm Only Afraid of Losing You
10/22/2009 01:27:00 PM.
Monday, October 19, 2009
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I jus deleted a paragraph.
i gave up.
to everything.
I'm not Afraid of you, I'm Only Afraid of Losing You
10/19/2009 03:24:00 PM.
